We're All Mad Here

Sometimes I think that maybe I’m actually a crazy person and all of this is a paranoid delusion I’ve created because I can’t cope with the real world. But do crazy people make up worlds that are worse than the ones they live in?

Maybe I’m in a coma and this is the world my brain has made up while I’m stuck asleep. I was in a coma for a short time they’ve told me. But maybe that was a dream too and so I only dream that I am awake now. A dream with in a dream sort of scenario. The cause of the coma is one of those mysteries that they explain as an effect of the drugs. It seems to me the unpredictable nature of these drugs would not be worth the risk, then again I don’t have the resources, the time, or the motive they have to experiment on human life.

I found out something I shouldn’t so they wiped out the memory of it and got a little enthusiastic. Or maybe I was on an assignment and I had an accident, fell off a balcony maybe. I rather believe I was in a terrible car accident. We were in a high speed car chase. We…Usurper and me? Somehow that seems to actually be something like the truth. Not the coma, the car accident. I wasn’t driving. It was somebody else, another girl…I don’t feel well...